You know, I can’t not give 100% at work. Like even if I fucking loathe my job, I will still give it my all. That just how I work, that’s how sami works. I hate when I work with lazy people who are eating up payroll…unemployment is up and I am sure there are people who would love to have your job, and would work much harder than you do because they need it. So If you can’t pull your weight than just gtfo. I hate people who bitch about hours and work but don’t do shit

Today I had a customer bitch about how their cart was shocking them, and how it upset them. BTW we had someone call and complain about the carts and now we have to hang a wire off all of our carts so that they ground and stop shocking people.I was told a customer was really angry because we used to carry cheer laundry detergent and are apparently out of stock. I had a guy bitch about how the self check outs are horrendous…let me explain this a bit more. At sams club we have like 22 registers, they are dual resgisters. These registers can be used as a self check out, or have a cashier operate them, today we had like 6 cashiers when this happened, and when a cashier is not on a register its set up for self check out. Today a guy bitched at me because he can’t “scream loud enough at how terrible the self checks are” that he has “written two complaints with no response” and wanted to know why we have them, because “he shouldn’t have to check himself out.” I proceeded to tell him that it wasn’t my idea but I’m sure its for convenience. He then told me “no its not convenvince, its saving labor costs, you’re trying to cut out the labor. I fucking worked all week, I shouldn’t have to check myself out” I then said “well sir, if only the registers with cahiers were open right now, then you would be waiting in line. They did it so you wouldnt have to wait.” Which he said to “no your just cutting out the labor because you also have fewer cashiers, I know, this is rediculous, I shouldn’t have to check myself out. I want to speak to a manager now” and you know what THAT MOTHER FUCKER STILL USED THE SELF CHECK OUT.

So what’s the point to all this? I am fucking tired of seeing the older generation bitching about how the younger generation is getting nothing but hand outs. the whole “even if you lose you get rewarded” bullshit, and yet they pull shit like this. I’m fucking tired of people expecting something for nothing.

You know, full time was awesome. I was stoked when I got it, figured we would save what we can for a couple months and get our own place by july. Sami is stressed because she is being told this fall they will cut her hours, I wasn’t worried because I was supposed to move up to leadership. Supposed to, today I found out i wouldnt be. Now this wouldn’t be a problem, but the other day Sami’s dad said something that made her feel unwelcomed, now whether or not he meant for this to happen, it did. Once that feeling is there, it won’t go away even with reassurance from him. What made it worse for her, and really upset me, was the fact that her step mom started searching for apartment deals after we got home from looking at some. Now I feel unwelcomed.

It sucks, especially when we moved in we were told that as long as we are in school or working that there would be no rush to move out, and now all of a sudden we feel like we aren’t welcomed anymore and being rushed out. Neither of us wanted to go to school, but we went so we could live up here…and no we are in debt and close to being forced to move out.

I don’t even want to live here anymore, I like the scenery up here, but this isn’t where I wsnt to stay. I honestly wish we could move to colorado. I’m going to buy some books and study my ass off to get my CCNA this summer. I don’t want to be stuck here for a year with an apartment lease. I have to get back to work now