Posts tagged ramble
Posts tagged ramble
So going to ramble a bit while my shower warms up. Last night I realised I like being high more than being drunk…the feeling is just better. Now that I have been more open to pot…I just don’t get why its illegal, I just don’t understand the benefit of keeping it illegal. Legalize it, regulate it, tax it and I garuntee the econimy will get a nice boost. I can’t wsit to see what if does for colorado and washington, maybe people will pull their heads out of their asses when they start showing benefits. Also, thinking about moving out of the country..anyone know anything about leaving the country and starting somehwere different?
It’s beautiful out tonight.
My mind is full of hopes, hopes, hopes.
My nerves are working up too, anxiety doesn’t usually get to me, until I beg the questions of what if. They dropped a robot on mars, soon we will be mining asteroids, maybe the economy will pick up…it’s going to have to when we start selling property in space. 7 bucks an hour isn’t going to cut it for a space home.
Me and Randal were talking about how maybe mars will be the new Australia, a prison colony….but thinking about it, the rich will probably leave everyone else here on earth to rot while they zip around space. Who knows
I guess I should be more worried about now…3 moths with no job, man it sucks, it eats me up knowing I don’t reserve a spot to be here, that I am just allowed to fill it, and that I’m doing anything useful to earn it. When shit like this happens all I wanna do is stop eating the food and sleep out in the streets. I’m not working for it, I haven’t earned it, and I don’t deserve it. I am thankful tho that I am being allowed to take this spot, but I shouldn’t be taking it. I should stop eatin the food, it’s not mine to eat, it’s not my money I am chowing down on.
Even with so much in my head, it amazes me that i can just look up an get lost in the stars.
It really is a wonderful night out